Said By Brad

Now anyone who reads this blog, listens to the update, and even those that read RSBANDB forums will know I can be a pretty angry, bitter and cold sort of person, doesn’t take much to piss me off or to provoke me in to hurling a barrage of expletives. But to those of you who think you know me, it may well surprise you to learn that I care about pretty much everybody I come in to contact with. Yes, you read correctly.

I don’t know what it is, but whenever I am around people for prolonged periods of time (enough as to see when they are upset/angry) I just want them to be happy. I could hate somebody with all my anger and loathing, I could want them dead, but if they are around me, I would want them to be happy. And if they weren’t it would make me feel uncomfortable. And thus I find it difficult to be crushingly mean to people even when I know they fully deserve it.

I’m not sure if it’s some inbred altruism that was hammered in to me from a young age or simply a selfish desire to keep myself content (as for some reason being around unhappy people adversely affects me). So next time you see me go off on one of my long winded rants, or when you hear me spew out criticisms and condemnations. Don’t forget; I do care, really.

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