Said By Brad

Time to try and rewrite this again. Since before it was just a blatant pile of crap smothered with some insults against Australia. Thus I removed it. Anyway;

My name is Brad, I’m a 17 year old male currently residing in south west(ish) England. I’m currently at a dead end in my education, I’ll most likely be going to University next year, or maybe the year after. I’m really not sure. Whenever I go I’ll study something biological. Since that interests me the most, and I always did well at it. I act like an asshole most of the time. But the majority of my friends don’t really seem to mind. I’m prone to losing my temper, but don’t think that means you can manipulate it. Often things that shouldn’t piss me off send me in to flying rage and things that I should scream and shout about just make me shrug my shoulders.

I wouldn’t consider myself particularly intelligent, more intelligent than most, but then again that’s not really difficult. In my view the world is filled with assholes and idiots. Most of whom aren’t fit enough to lick the shit off my shoes. Remember the thing I said about me being an asshole? Yeah. I don’t think much of most of the people around me. and my experiences in life haven’t given me any reasons to think differently. Although the people who I grow close to make me salvage some kind of faith in humankind. I’ve been lucky enough to meet some pretty amazing people in my life, most have sadly passed from my life, for one reason or another. Seem people turn out to be not as good as I think. Some turn in to bastards, and some just plain die on me. Although I am determined to hold on to at least a few of them.

I like playing computer games, especially mmorpgs (Ok. Not mmorpgs in general, just WoW). I don’t play half as much as I did. Not that I ever played that much. I’ve always had an inability to focus on anything for more than a few hours at a time without getting bored. Which is both a blessing and a curse. I used to think that online games were a waste of time. But I’ve met a good deal of people through them, and recently with me passing my driving test and getting a car I’ve been able to meet up with lots of people I met over WoW and it’s made me think that maybe all those hours weren’t so much of a waste.

I also like reading, but I don’t read as much as I should. 1984, I Am Legend and The Trial; Orwell, Matheson and Kafka respectively, Are my three favourite books. 1984 is the only book I’ve ever reread out of pure choice. I think far too many people neglect books. But I do also, so it’s not like I can complain about that too much. Oh and that’s another thing I’m good at; making myself look like a hypocrite. I also listen to music, but I’m not as crazy about music as some people, I generally like punkish or more alternative stuff. Rise Against, Billy Talent, Yellowcard to name a few.

I’m not an artistic person, nor am I spiritual person. I believe in logic and reason, what I see with my eyes. If that makes me close minded in your opinion. So fucking be it. I don’t crave acceptance from other people. The only person I crave acceptance from is myself. And I don’t think I’ll ever get it.